Before I left PA to come to NJ, out of shame, I grabbed a bunch of random CDs, not knowing what mood I’d be in 10 minutes from then. One that I thought was a bad choice ended up being pretty consoling. Janis Joplin guided me through the final leg of my trip and her dirty soul and crass delivery just made things feel more real. Ben Folds made things feel more sad.
I’ve started and quit jobs three times in the past year and moved twice. For someone who seems to have so many chances to begin anew, it seems like the stories all have the same endings. You always learn something, but some lessons are better left ignored. Always love.
And Marissa, this is the quote I tried to remember for you on Friday:
You know, some people say life is short and that you could get hit by a bus at any moment and that you have to live each day like it’s your last. Bullshit. Life is long. You’re probably not gonna get hit by a bus. And you’re gonna have to live with the choices you make for the next fifty years.
Richard Cooper, I Think I Love My Wife
It’s, without a doubt, one of the many reasons I love the work of Louis CK.